Control Gain

getting rid of the anxiety

removing myself from the fire

the not knowing of others not knowing

allowing them to get inside my self

thinking for the group is


especially when they are not thinking

for themselves

i am opposed to group

when group lets you down

shut down

defense mechanism

awkward feelings of miscommunication

have you forgotten what you got

or did you lose what you did?

checked out of


hand shaking

heart beating


ready set go into another

magic act


grappling with my own Self expression


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